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Name: Chad
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Interests: I enjoy media quite a bit. In my free time I am either reading a book, listening to music, or watching a movie. I really like downhill skiing. I've been to the Rockies about 4 times and love it. I'm always thinking about when my next ski trip will be. I play guitar, write songs, and sing some.
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Friday, August 29, 2008

My Conversion Story on the Radio

The good folks at The Catholic Channel and the Seize the Day program invited me to tell my conversion story live on the radio. It was a great time and the host, Gus LLoyd, was very professional.

I'm obviously not a pro at this, but if you're interested in listening the mp3 can be downloaded here.


Friday, May 04, 2007

Currently Listening
Young Modern
By Silverchair
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President of ETS Popes

President of ETS Popes!







Pro: http://jimmyakin.typepad.com/defensor_fidei/2007/05/dr_francis_beck.html

Dr. Francis Beckwith, the president of the Evangelical Theological Society, as (sic) become Catholic. Dr. Beckwith was raised Catholic but became an Evangelical Protestant in youth. After a review of Catholic theology and its basis, however, he has been reconciled with the Church.

. . .


Con: http://www.aomin.org/index.php?itemid=1961
. . .

And surely, anyone who has gazed in awe at the grandeur of the finished work of Christ in the light of the eternal decree of a holy and just God, who can then "trade that in" for the endless treadmill of Rome's sacramental system, the unfinished work of the Mass, and the specter of satispassio in purgatory, is one far beyond my comprehension and understanding. I truly pray for Dr. Beckwith's restoration, but more so, I pray God will once again cause His people to recognize the centrality of the truths of the gospel so that others may not fall into the same temptations to trade in the reality of peace with God for the empty facade of Roman piety.


Thursday, April 26, 2007

Currently Listening
Unfold the Future
By Flower Kings
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Depraved Assurance, Is Jesus Mine?

Paleocrat's recent post encouraged me to put this out there again.  It was originally posted on Chad Is Not Enough.

Question for Calvinists:



Do you believe in a Total Depravity so complete that a reprobate could be deceived into thinking, even up to his last breath, that he was regenerate, had true faith, displayed a fruitful life, received God's loving discipline, and was of the Elect?



Some of my comments on the previous post:


As a calvinist I certainly would have thought this to be possible. In fact, due to the inherent deceptiveness of the human heart, this would only be expected of any reprobate who was a part of the faith community. After all, if you are not part of the elect but you happen to be a church going man, your proud and arrogant heart will almost certainly tell you that you're doing fine and you're part of God's chosen people. This is, in fact, in the more right thinking protestant communities I've been a part of, one of the sins most preached against.

In my primary experience with Calvinism, which was actually as a Reformed Baptist, I would have given a simple yes to this question. This is a primary motivation for the morbid introspectionism that is promoted in some Reformed Baptist circles. The Elect can speak of assurance, but in practice, have no real assurance of any favourable relationship with God, because of the possibility that they have only elaborately deceived themselves with their Elect-like life.

In my secondary experience with Calvinism, which was in the CREC brand of something-like-Presbyterianism, I would have given a simple no to this question. I would have said that any man properly baptized has his inherited depravity stripped from him, and if he proceeds to believe himself (up to his last breath) regenerate with true faith, a fruitful life, and the reception of God's loving discipline, then he truly is "of the Elect" and will very, very likely be in Heaven. I would have said that no reprobrate could be so deceived without actually failing to be reprobate.

There is often a great deal of misunderstanding on this subject and I have found myself defending (to a degree) Calvinists on a few occasions though I now reject Calvin's teaching based on what the Church teaches.

Even when I was a Calvinist though, I had a haunting fear of this myself. Am I just deceiving myself? Do I merely think I'm saved but really I'm not? And bottom line on this subject for all who are so confident in their own beliefs on justification: you won't be debating doctrine with God on judgement day so let each man "approach his own salvation with fear and trembling".

Chad, this is interesting because I recently asked somebody what the basis of his assurance was. He was saying that Catholics have no assurance whatsoever and this is false. We do not have infallible, eternal assurance but we can have assurance that we are currently in a state of grace. This is what I John V speaks of. Calvinists frequently point to this as their proof text, but forget about the important distinction that the Elder makes in verse 16: that of venial and mortal sin. This is the basis of a Catholic's assurance - not being in the state of mortal sin.

The Calvinist has no such paradigm in his model of assurance, so infallible assurance is impossible at worst, and merely subjective at best. My friend even admitted to me during the conversation that Catholics don't like the Protestant assurance because it's not objective.

On another occasion, I asked another Calvinist the same question and was met with a very honest, "I have no idea," when I asked them how they can know that they are saved when they could just be deceiving themselves. This is a huge point, and one that cannot be easily overlooked.

I've been thinking about this as a while, and after reading some of the replies here, I realized that while I was a Calvinist, I was a soft one.

I would have probably answered that this would not be possible because the person would fall away before their last breath or come to true faith. Total depravity means that peopel want nothing to do with Christ, so why would they believe they were one of the elect?

At the same time, there was always that fear that I was not really elect and that I may fall away. (Aside: Some would say I have fallen away by becoming Catholic.) This seems incompatable with my first response, but when I was a Calvinist, I believed that God would not allow someone to be decieved. If they truly belived they were saved and acted as if they were saved, they probably were in fact, saved.

Jonathan Edwards's book The Religious Affections comes to mind. In this book, Edwards argues that you know the state of someone's salvation by their fruit, or their good works. It's interesting that the Puritans were really concerned about knowing if a person was really saved, and this concern is probably connected with the question you are asking. It's a question that Calvinists must wrestle with.


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Currently Listening
Letters
By Butch Walker
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dunt dunt dunt...Another One Bites the Dust




Unfortunately another godly, scriptural giant of biblical truth kowtows to Romanism.

Dr. Albert Mohler, president of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, known for his impeccable Togetherness for the Gospel with such stalwarts as Dr. John Macarthur has embraced a vile form of Roman "ecumenism".

He's been caught promoting a book written by a Roman Catholic woman and making positive comments about Pope John Paul II and his Theology of the Body. Why we need such a focus on bodies, I'll never know (John 4:24). He also allowed a Roman "Seminarian" into his once-pure radio studio.

See his fall from Truth here and here.


Friday, March 23, 2007

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In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3
By Coheed & Cambria
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Unlike Some, I'm Not Always Full of Praise For My Past

 



Someone on a Catholic forum once asked:

Why is that Ex-Catholics have a complete anger towards the Catholic Church, while Catholic Converts from Evangelical Churches embrace their former faith and are thankful for those Churches they use to attend?


I answered:

Ex-Catholics generally feel they were denied or not taught the central truths of the Gospel itself.

Ex-Protestants generally feel they are now completed Christians -- that they were taught many of the basics back in their Protestant communities, but have now united to the fullness of faith of the Church.

Those generalities given, I have to say that as a convert to Catholicism myself from an evangelical background, I have plenty of moments where I'm angry about what I didn't receive.

  • Sure, I was taught the Bible -- but I was mostly taught proof-texts, strung together as arguments for a largely anti-historical, anti-sacramental, extremely individualistic American "gospel".
  • Yeah, I was taught to love Jesus -- as interpreted by Paul as interpreted by Charles Ryrie.
  • My father has spent most of his adult life going through the trials of starting and maintaining his own New Testament Church according to his and few of his friends' interpretation of that Testament.
  • I was never directed to the Church Fathers for counsel.
  • I was taught embarrassing and kooky evangelistic techniques (see Jesus Camp).
  • I was taught that Young Earth Creationism was a non-negotiable "essential" to Christianity.
  • Penal substitution and imputational Justification as a one-time event based on a single act of faith alone was the constant refrain. These and other concepts are hard to unlearn.
  • Etc. I could go on all day.

But I try not to be angry, and to see the good in what I was given. There have been many converts previous to me that have set a good example in this area.



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